lost in time

One of those random conversation with a work colleague when he said, "Rick's American restoration is getting interesting now." "Oh Shit, I must have missed it last night, that show is only on Monday night", I commented. He frown "errr... today is Monday". Damn, it's one of those moment when I actually lost count on dates and forgot what day is today. I guess that's what would happen if I were too busy that even weekend felt like Monday already.

The good thing is, fact that I lost time means I have been having productive times. Hence, I forget all the sad things in life that even Mom complained fact that I haven't called her in a while. Or other friends that I haven't managed in contact with, or catch up with. I even forgot that I was supposed to meet people for dinner. No new boys, well I think every guys who tried to get to know me has fallen into my friend-zone instead.

So, today is Monday, can Friday be here now please... :D I really need extra day between Saturday and Sunday. And I still look forward to Rick's show. One day I am gonna pull out that old tractor from the 60's in B2's dad shed and fix it, polish it, make it a shiny classic machinery back to life. If that opportunity ever come.***

Expired

It's interesting that by law everything has expiry date these days. Despite fact that honey is probably one of consumable [edible] item that has no expiry date, but they manufacturer is still required to put expiry date on it. Even adhesive strips first aid comes with expiration date now.

But wait, what am I talking about again? Oh right, I was about to correlate with relationship [partner/friendship] expiry date. I suppose my friendship with D has expired long time ago. The moment she finally got a new bf, she changed totally into different person. The fact that they both are really ignorant people is probably one of the things that drove me away from them and declare [to myself] that this is obsolete by now.

As much as I wanna keep things in status quo, ther're things that are beyond my control. Part of me wanted her to improve, part of me feeling sceptical about it, and another part of me [undeniably] feel glad that she got evicted from this country. Things happened for a reason, and I need some changes in life, and it has to be a good one. Things started changing at a faster pace than I thought. I will be moving with Al in a month time and then move again around Christmas [hopefully].

what meal to get me the most like?

I was not so sure why did I always find it irritating when a friend stopping me from digging my own food in a restaurant for the sake of them taking picture of my food. They have their own, and I have no problem they take a picture of their own food and posting it on social media. But bitch please, don't stop me from eating.

I can fully understand if you're a chef, taking pictures of your own creation and post it share it and be proud of it. I wish I have your skills chefs, no, really, I'd love to be able to cook better.

But after reading this article. I kinda understand why I got so irritated now. Food has become the important thing and they placed the people whom they share the moment become very UNIMPORTANT. It seems for those who excessively taking pictures of their food and post it on social media, are obsessed about their food. Had food has genital organ, these people would probably had sex with their food.

I know it is up to them, and none of my business. But seriously, don't disturb my dining moment. Go away and get your own. ***

It's OK to be me

I stumbled on this suggested post on Facebook. It's a reminder how I react towards my depression when I was kid. It was unpleasant and no body knows about it. I knew I was different since I was six or seven years old. I standout of the crowd and for them it is unpleasant. I didn't know what was wrong nor why am I different. But I'm glad I passed that phase and be myself now.

let's never fight again

Dear blog, I have been ignoring you for quiet sometime. Let's never fight again. I have been busy with work these days and trying to save $$$ too. Busy with work makes me feel better mostly, but annoyed at times to a point where I questioned myself "WTF just happened...!". Seeing Y's pictures and postcards she sent me, made me wanna go for travel again. At least four of my friends went to Switzerland and various part of Europe in the last three weeks alone. I'm so itchy that I dug out my passport and wonder when can I go again and how much should I save this time.

This October and have double autumn, or next April and have double spring? Living down under whilst the earth majority land are over the northern hemisphere can confuse my weather. Still can't decide. ***