Tuesday, 5 June 2012

can I hide?

I dunno what's going on, it seems things that I really really want are [just] not working out. Seeing everyone else have it made me feels so desperate because I [maybe] envy of what they have and I still cant get. Envy, one of the seven deadly sin. Oh wait, I don't think I envy them tho. Because envy is not only resent that another person has something they perceive themselves as lacking, but also wish the other person to be deprived of it. And I don't wish the latter one. I want them to be happy too, maybe I am just disappointed after the effort I've put and yet it doesn't get me anywhere. If this is keep going, I may eventually reach a point where I commit envy.

When things doesn't work out I feel like hiding away from the world. I thought "Can I just hide under my blanket and never to come out?" But after Tuls said about ju-on, then I dowan my blanket anymore. I need another place to hide.***


17 comments:

  1. some things just take time....and if what u are missing is that very special someone (just my guess), don't force it. Let me also tell you that i really really like the way u write and process information - a clear sign of an intelligent, very very lovable person...just be yourself and let nature take its course.....
    and maybe go for the blind dates...sorry, can't help teasing you.

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    1. awww.... thanks. blush blush

      yah, that, and there's this job that I really really want but couldnt get it. I'm not sure about the blind date anymore.

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  2. don, wait, and strive. its not like everyone can get what they want in their first go. Heck, i need a full year of swimming and courage to find Jason (sorry a bit syok sendiri.) but i am sure everyone will get to theirs eventually as long as you wait it through. X)

    good luck!!!

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    1. eh, swimming?

      I don like to wait le, fairy tale fail, sleeping beauty sleeps and waking up to a happy ending, that's impossible in real world. I wanna come and grab the opportunity instead

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  3. Have the same feeling, think you have a plan... and all things will, hopefully be well...

    good luck =)

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  4. Don't just hear about Ju-on, watch itttt!!!

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    1. dowan, sked, later dowanna hide under my blanket nemore. oh wait, ju-on took flight to UK and see tuls probably, hahahaha

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  5. Proceed with the plan u had devised last time. Think that is good enough already for now with the way things are progressing =)

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    1. plan is just a plan, there're things that is beyond my hands

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  6. It's okay to feel like that. We're all human after all. But don't give up. And most importantly, don't hide *hugs*

    the cat is so adorable!! ♥

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    1. hugs, I know right, the cat... I want to cuddle it

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  7. i saw my name in this post so this post is boomz! :) and ju-on is very kesian because she/he needs to put alot of make up, MAC very rich and their face very kesian because cannot breathe... then breakout then kesian then have to buy SK2... oh well... thats life...

    joke of the day:

    who is ju-on's sister?

    answer: JU-OFF!! :)

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    1. ju-off, lame...
      hahaha, OMG and I laugh

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    2. PS: all the make up ju-on wear, can be used to paint the whole house lo

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